Friday, April 20, 2007
hello
some people really make my blood boil.
i got home in time today to see them chopping down the tree behind my hse.
losers man them. i kinda grew up with that tree. eleven years. and now,
i got an unobstructed view of the carpark. very interesting carpark huh.
its fun to see people running away and trying to avoid us. we've got the power!
haha whatever.
i remember dreaming of a rainbow sometime this week. i saw a rainbow in school
in the courtyard and i was just going to show my buddyboy the rainbow when my
dad said yvonne you better get out of bed now. and i was dreaming and i thought
huh but i got up a long time ago what. and then i opened my eyes and the rainbow
flew away. sad. it was really quite a beautiful rainbow. i love rainbows.
i cried for my boots yesterday. not cause they werent shiny but because i have a sister. i dont get why she has to be such a brat most of the time. i like her better when she's feeling retarded and ugly cause i dont know but she's just nicer thatway. when she thinks she looks so pretty and what rubbish she turns into somebodyso eww. i think it's really fake. ugh. i didnt cry too much cause i told myself that i should bottle up all these pain and irritation and when it finally comes out it'll come out as her blood. psycho i know. i scare myself sometimes. i told her that when i die i'll send her a bouquet of flowers with a note that says "my heartfelt condolences on the loss of your beloved sister" but it seems like i'll have to send that bouquet to my brother instead.
i've been feeling rather emotional lately. emokid ahaha. i surprised myself when i nearly cried today. weird, i know. why, i dont know.
hah.
ms wan's lessons are fun. the whole back row rocks man! haha we're always disturbing her then she entertains us back. funny honey bunny money ah. hoho yvonne the taitai with her red ben&jerrys fan(:
-yvonne
